I spoke in my first post about my childhood and how I wouldn’t change anything about it and to this day I am thankful for the life I had. I was raised Catholic and every week would go to Mass with my family. I would sit in those services and find myself thinking there had to be more to life than this. By this I mean more to life than going to church and going through the motions. Not in anyway am I dissing the Catholic faith as this is the foundation for the person I am today When I was young sometimes I would take walks late at night and end up at my church. I would go inside and sit and listen to the silence and it was there in the silence that I realized YES there is more to life than this.
So the search began.